The Start Line.

Now I'm not saying anyone should go out and starve themselves or make themselves throw up. It's NOT healthy and there are risks. But I dont blame those who do. Starting 7th grade in the Jr. High I was pretty. I never weighed more than 110. Ever. I only ate certian things and only so much and I felt good. I was HAPPY. But as I started helping others feel better and stop bad habits I forgot about me. Now as a 10th grader in highschool I'm not happy. I weigh 138 pounds. I feel fat and I feel ugly. I make myself sick. I lost control. I lost me. So now I am going back and I'm going to feel better. No excuses. I want no regrets. I think having a blog will help me not fall back. I'm not telling anyone how to live their life but I'm asking for people not to critize how I live mine. I want to restrict what goes into my body and I want the power over ME back. My goal is 102 and under. But it will take a while. And I know I can do it. Anyone can do what they put their heart into.