babysitting

so i havent posted in a while because i had to babysit for a woman who hurt her back and her husband was out of town. she is a great woman and i went do her house after school and spent nights there. the only problem with that is her forcing me to eat. this is a problem. my current weight is 139 which is definatly where i DID NOT want to be. i made it through thanks giving and lost weight until this lady!! so i think im going to have to do some extreme work outs later. point is you cant give up and even though i HATE myself now, i know i wont always. keep strong. be thin.